i don't know what to make of this, not really a journal like entry, not really a rant... but 2008 was a shitfest that i don't care much to repeat... i lost a lot and my world turned into basically a blank canvas... or rather a spattered one...

current relationships are sketchy and non defined... and its hard to trust those who surround me save a couple of people.. 2 or 3 at the most...

the others feel like they have agendas or ulterior motives... and i feel like i have to watch my back...

2009 begun well enough... with a lot of people not in my life... for the best i guess... but the little relationships that remained are somewhat fractured...

i currently find my self in a time of apprehension... i hate it...

but hey.. that's life right? and i don't pretend to go down without a fight  o.ó

for now i must take up my weapons of choice... art ain't gonna do itself xD

here's to posting new art soon.